不再见光死

那一天， 他牵起了我的手，走在人群中。
我是开心的。
原来我也是个容易满足的人。
原来手，不是说牵就牵，说放就放。

小小的事，大大的感触。

如果不知道我们的过去，就不会明白我的心情。
7年，
有多少人会兜兜转转了7年才在一起？
就是我。

这段感情，我承认是自私了点，再不好听的话我也有心理准备去接受了，不会反驳什么，
因为我就是做了，我就是把他从她身边带走。
也许我伤了个无辜的女生，
但我也只是个普通人，不是什么圣人， 我也会有自己的贪念。
我不奢望每个人都能祝福我， 也不奢望每个人都谅解我这么做，
毕竟我是带罪者。

那段日子，
连看着对方都觉得是错的，都觉得每一分每一秒都在伤害她，
自己坏就算了，还拖了他下水,
我还真的很内疚。
不能安稳的睡着不能停下脑袋不然会想东想西的感觉真的很不好。

明白我的人我很感激，
我珍惜你们的祝福，珍惜你们说的每一句，
让我相信即使80%的人都不祝福，我还有你们这20%的鼓励，
告诉我我没有错，告诉我我做对了，告诉我我只是在争取自己想要的，
告诉我这是好事。

有些东西不是说努力就努力得来，
是你的就是你的， 不是你的怎么强求到最后只是一场空，
这是我所相信的，我所认同的。

感谢你，
诚实的面对一切，
给我的一切，
我珍惜我拥有的。

大大方方， 原来也不是一件简单的事。
可是终于我们不再见光死。

这是我的答案

如果我们有个如果，
我爱你，
这是我的答案。

但是，
我爱你，这句话太沉重了。

我们错过了又错过，
遇见了又遇见，
这样的我们，最后到底会是怎样的结局？

这心里的话，
需要多大的勇气才能说出来，
也许我还没有勇气去面对，
这样的我们。

因为你是个好男人，
而我却是个不懂得珍惜的坏女人。

Life is about every choices you make

Been watching two movie these two days.
Burlesque and No Strings Attached.

Life is about every choices you make, every choices decide what will our life be.

This is so true, just like me and you.


Our life.

Our relationship.

Choices are us.

Taipei Exhanges 第36个故事

I watched this movie this afternoon, after my Accounting mid-term.
Today was a sunny day, I am so enjoying with the sunlight, the smell of lavender in my room and the so relax mood.
Plug-in my pendrive, I saw this movie, given by my friend last last night.

Coffee shop with some weird things.
You can have those weird things if you want, the term is, you can have it with exchange something else. You can exchange a guitar with a toy, you can even exchange a hanger with a story.

Well, when I watched this movie, the most atractive thing was not the exhanging between the customers and the owner, it was the feeling that spending your afternoon with a cup of Latte and a piece of cheese cake in a coffee shop, do whatever you want, reading, drawing, chating...

How long have you been enter to Starbucks?
It'd been a long time, for me.

It doesn't matter with the quality of coffee and cheese cake,
but it matter with who was sitting in front of me and what we did.

How long have you been enter to Starbucks?

Life is so Beautiful

Life is so beautiful, if you think so.

Human don't always satisfy isn't it?
That's why so much improvement of products and services.
But is that any improvement on 'Human' ?
I mean, why human still create troublesome as well as burden to our planet?
Well, is life beautiful?
Life supposed to be beautiful, i think.
We were the one who make our life sucks,
we were the one who bring disaster to ourselves,weren't we?

Pray.

Pray hard for our planet.
Wish all the victims rest in peace.
Wish all the survivors get a better life and cheer up.

It is inevitable, everyone can do nothing to this kind of thing happen.
Hope the harm can be minimised.

Amen.

Is not a good day for me

As the title above, today is not a good day for me.
My today was suckssss.
Thanks to the very strict tutor, you have 'made my day'.
Thanks to my characteristic, you have also 'made my day'.
I wondering, if I am being too strict to myself and set a very high expectation to myself so that it feel very hurt when the didn't go smooth and the outcome is not like what I expected before.
God, I wonder why I have thought these questions for almost 7 hours, and I haven't make any conclusion now, feel so stressssssss and so moody as everybody can even read on my mind without heard it!

Hope tomorrow will be alright!
Good night.